Monday, May 18, 2009

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME...

Hi everyone,
Since I started to write to this blog I have written about good things and good things only.But life is not only of good times.Maybe the thing I am about to tell you is not going to sound so awful to you but anyone who is a rider will understand me.

My horse kommandeur may have to retire early.He has to have two or three painkiller each day.I cant ride him now.I am waiting for a vet who will make the final decision.

A-Kommandeur still has hope to continue his life as a sports horse
B- He must retire and be sent to a farm where he can live in a more natural enviroment.

I hope she makes decision A because I am so in love with this horse but I also dont want him to die as a hardworking sports horse.I want whats best for him but I also have feelings and hopes for my horse and he is much too talented to be retired early.

So, you probably thought I was going to pray for the vet to make decision A BUT NO... Please pray for me that I make the best choice for my boy and dont let my selfishness or feelings get in the way.

sorry to bother you with unplesant talks but we must know that life is not pink....

1 comment:

celine said...

this is so sad. i hope everything is okay.